thoughts from my over-thinking mind
-God has the authority. how to translate that…..
-kindred spirit: In an informal way, this term has come to mean someone you feel a connection with, or someone who understands you. There are kindred spirits who seem to share all of your goals, ambitions and thought processes. :: It is great to have someone that understands you before you can understand yourself. It makes interaction and communication much easier as well as looking out for the best well-being of the other end.
-I am a hopeless romantic.
-I might be ok with not entering another relationship. The more i observe and think about it. the harder i cant come to sense with it. I dont understand it. I guess i am less comfortable with the idea now than before. When i expect something from myself, it has to be my best, no less. And i am not the best.
-I would give my best for someone before i would expect the best for myself.
-2 years. Open doors.
-miss. has so many meanings. :: To lose a chance, To be unsuccessful; fail, To leave out; omit, To feel the lack or loss of :: *I am beginning to understand what the last definition means. When something is so important to you in life, that it hurts to lose it or feel like its going away. Breaks my heart.
-I love to eat well. drink good red wine. And spend all my money before i can buy a 20k car.
-I am drained. I am looking to get away from responsibilities. But i am especially looking to get away from expectations. Exceptions from anywhere…feel like i am falling short. Need to just get away.
-BUT…what am i complaining about. I am made to serve! and i will serve until my cold body hits the ground. full out. 110%. God give me energy, strength and focus.
-learning that i am loved. that i might just not get left behind like i usual do.
